Hello, My Name is Jeremy and I am living in resentment, judgement and self pity as of late.
I can immediately chalk this up to a spotty meeting schedule, which I can blame on my hectic work schedule and dog-sitting for a friend which requires me to get up an hour earlier than normal and stay out an hour later than planned on most night - there I go with the self pity again!
I am getting to a meeting tonight, tomorrow and Thursday, I've already worked them into my schedule. What I can't help feeling is that I'm at a point where I need MORE than just meetings and fellowship. I had a sponsee for a hot second and that seemed to help...for a hot second.
I also need some gratitude so here goes:
I am grateful that feelings are not facts and they do not last forever
I am grateful that I can take actions to change my feelings/thoughts
I am grateful for the abundance of work that has come my way
I am grateful for the flexibility and understanding of my bosses so that I can meet all these different jobs
I am grateful for signing a lease on a new apt & planning a move for May 30th
I am grateful for my fiance' Chris, his grace, compassion and understanding are unparalleled.
I am grateful for my family
I am grateful for AA and how it continues to save me from myself
I am grateful for these blogs which always give me a connection to who I am and who I am divinely guided to be