As with most things, it's never as bad as I imagine.
Last night was a lesson in expectations, conquering fear and letting GO!
Expectation: A class of about 20, Basic level, Judgement, that I could fake it & not go full out (contrary to my blog title even!)
A class of about 60! A bit more advanced than I had thought though not terribly difficult. I spent the first 20 minutes to half hour in my head so I couldn't really focus on the warm up & across the floor times. I percieved judegments from every corner of the room.
I took a few deep breaths, said a prayer to help me stay in the moment & enjoy it.
Slowly relaxed and jumped into the routine. Was I perfect? no. Did I have fun? Yes! Am I going back next week - ABSOLUTELY!
I leave you with this gem:
A part of my Dad's spirit - is a part of mine.
6 months ago