I have to laugh at myself sometimes.
Yesterday I got my rehearsal schedule for an upcoming show that I am SO incredibly blessed & excited to be a part of.
Upon receiving it I realized that it takes up most of my working day job hours. I also blessed with an incredibly amazing job that will give me the flexibility to pursue the dreams that were planted in my heart
Regardless of all that I freaked out yesterday trying to 'figure it out' (which is always a fruitless venture), and down the spiral slide of angst, worry & fear I plummetted...knowingly.
I had a great conversation with a fellow (and ex) who simply told me that I wouldn't have this opportunity if I wasn't going to be taken care of and have my needs provided for - after all isn't that step 3 right there in the present?
A part of my Dad's spirit - is a part of mine.
6 months ago