I had an interesting weekend out on the island - most of which was fun.
I noticed something come Sunday though, I had been hiding behind my wall - the very same one I started to take down when I came into the program. I'm still astounded at how quickly that wall goes back up.
I kept myself so seperate I think for some reason in order to stay safe - the problem is if no one can get in, I can't get out. I didn't get sober to keep hiding.
I must find a way to enjoy myself & relax a little I think. I've got a few weeks to figure out my tactics there so that'll be good.
Hope you're all well!
A part of my Dad's spirit - is a part of mine.
4 months ago